The story of glassSo I saw her.I saw her brokenand I saw the hollow glaze in her eyes like the the world had sucked the life out of her.And yetthey were a work of beautyand they filled my heart with what they didn't posses. She lay upon the floor as if in pieces like broken glass.I walked towards her and the glass she shed cut my feetAnd sureit hurt,but my curiosity grew bold enough not to care about the red foot printsthat trailed my walk.I slowly picked up her pieces and my hands were raw with cuts and painted with the red of shimmering bloodbut all I could feel was my heart throbbing all I wanted was to try to piece this girl back together and so I tried. I really did.But some pieces were too far goneunder my feet and beyond the repair I could give.So I willingly filled those broken pieces with my own So I could see the cracks in her soul disappearand I grew weak so I could see her grow strong.And she did. I put her togethe
Coming OutHer dad has disowned her.Her mom is "so upset".Her grandma thinks it's just a phaseCaught up in the "homosexual's net".Her guy friends think it's hot.Her chick friends think it's gross.Ever since she came outShe finds herself morose.Her teacher's fade awayTurning the blind eye.The pokes and prodsSort of makes her want to die.
I Want The World To DieI want the world to burnIts blood to pourIts all I yearnbodies dead on the floorIts full of hateand vanity and sorrowIts much too lateI don't want it to see tomorrowI want to it to dieIt lied to meI want flames to come from the skyand leave everything burnt and bloodyIt won't changeone person can't do shitIts a fucked up placeand I hate itThis world is a teaserThis world doesn't want helpso it'd be alot easierif I just died myself
Feel like a man?Do you feel like a manWhen you give him that bruiseWhen you don't even tryTo walk in his shoesDo you feel like a manWhen you see fear in his eyesWhen you don't even tryTo empathizeDo you feel like a manWhen you intimidateWhen you bully himAnd don't try to relateWill you feel like a manWhen the blood flowsAnd the life starts to fadeTo where nobody knowsWill you feel like a manWhen you see what you've doneAnd see what you've forced himTo do with that gunWill you feel like a manOnce you've made him dieAnd are forced to watchHis parents cryWill you feel like a manAnd still stand so tallOr will you finally realizeThat you're no man at all.
.and suddenlyi realized that my worlddoes not, after all, revolve around you; your voice, to me, isnothing more thanpointless white noise.
Snowa pale yellow moon -bloomy snow from cherry treeson a young girl's grave
A Bloody TaskI walk on the shattered glasshiding the pain behind this masktaking, ignoring the pain of another task.It's too late to stop my processwhen I'm to numb to know the stress,hiding behind another bloody success.I look not what is beyond mebut in my past is what I seewhen I could never be who I wanted to be.In broken pieces I lay here painlessfeeling my mortality is endlesswith a heart that's careless.The past is a movie on repeatwhile I walk on crimson below my feetoh, isn't this ending sweet?I walk on the shattered glasshiding the pain behind a masktaking, ignoring the pain of another task.
Tick TockTick tock goes the clockIt's all a little hazy,Tick tock she's in shockThe girl that we call LaceyLittle lines cut her neckBut no one wants to see themAll her friends wish she were deadBut no one wants to be themOne or two can make it throughThe Hell that she lives inBut nothing that they say is trueSo no one can believe itHer life is just a bunch of ragsThere's nothing that can save herHer breathing comes in heavy dragsEach saying "You Deciever"Tick tock goes the clockIt's all a little hazyTick tock she's a rockThe body we call Lacey
Save MeIn a hospital wardwere lying our memoriesscattered,choking and grasping on a cold tile floor.I had screamed for you through my willas adrenaline screamed fire through my veins.Trapped in a labyrinth of fantasies never spoken,be in me as the eternal moodsbecome as tyrant as the typhoon in my heart.In this hopeless tomorrowI'll stay trapped in this kaleidoscope nightmare,hoping for you to run down these twisting hallwaysand knock on the cell door surrounding my heart.Minutes,Hours,days passwhile the billows of wind disappearoutside my barred window.how long will I have to waitfor youuntil my last breathjoins the phantom of wind?I can't dig myself out of this abyss,I need help and I need your handto help me out of this burning desire.
FlakeYou're trappedIn a momentary fallCrystalline pointsProdding the airSpidering outwardSpiraling downwardCrushed with the restMelt like your brethrenI never liked you anyway